WHAT DO THE WORDS, MUSIC, AND STYLES MEAN....

DON'T YOU EVER WONDER IF THE SAME THOUGHTS ARE GOING THROUGH SOMEONE ELSE'S MINDS WHEN THE WORDS, MUSIC, AND STYLES OF THESE TALENTED ARTISTS ARE PLAYING....?

I PERSONALLY THINK OF THINGS THAT I WISH I COULD FIX. I THINK OF MY DECEASED FIANCE' (TIMOTHY HYLAND HODGES). I THINK SO MANY TIMES....IF I ....WHAT I FEEL AND MY EMOTIONS GET OVER WHELMING. IT'S NOW BEEN 6 YEARS SINCE THIS HORRIBLE DAY IN MY LIFE ON FEBRUARY 24,2003.

I MOVED ON IN LIFE BY MAKING SURE THAT I JUST DID THAT...MOVED ON! I FOUND A LOVE THAT I FELT WOULD BE THERE FOR ME ....FOREVER....AND AGAIN THAT WAS TAKEN BY DECEITFUL THINGS AND PEOPLE. THE HARDEST THING IS THAT, THE FIRST YEAR WE WERE TOGETHER...STAIND WAS OUR SECOND CONCERT TOGETHER. IT WAS AMAZING AND WE GAINED SO MUCH MORE LOVE SEEING THEM TOGETHER. THE SONGS SPOKE TO US AND FOR US WHEN WE FOUGHT, WERE AWAY FROM EACH OTHER, AND JUST NEEDED A SMILE ON EACH OTHERS FACE. I WOULD GET A VOICE MAIL OF "IT'S BEEN A WHILE", "EPIPHANY", AND "OUTSIDE".

NOW THAT TOMORROW WOULD HAVE BEEN OUR 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, I THINK MORE AND MORE ABOUT THE SONGS AND SUCH. HE WAS WITH HER AT THE CONCERT IN FT. MYERS THIS YEAR. THAT WAS HORRIBLE, BUT ALSO AWESOME AT THE SAME TIME. I KNEW THAT HE AND I WERE THERE FOR THE SAME REASON...AND THAT WAS TO EXPERIENCE "OUR BAND" TOGETHER...EVEN IF WE WERE APART. THERE HAVE BEEN SO MANY WEIRD THINGS HAPPENING SINCE THAT AND I WONDER, "DID HE HEAR OUR SONGS, DID HE THINK ABOUT US, IS HE CHANGING HIS MIND AND SHOWING HIS TRUE FEELINGS AGAIN?" I AM SAYING PRAYERS FOR THAT TO HAPPEN BECAUSE I TRULY LOVE HIM.

I KNOW THAT WITHOUT THE "STAIND" HEADLINER ON THIS TOUR THROUGH FT. MYERS, FLORIDA THESE WONDERFUL THINGS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED. I AM STILL PRAYING...STILL PRAYING...

SO THANK YOU FOR YOUR ASSISTANCE ON THE REUNITING OF THE COUPLE THAT MIGHT JUST MAKE IT! I LOVE YOU DANIEL....AND ONE DAY OUR PATHS JUST MAY CROSS AGAIN...BELIEVE....ALL I WANT...IS NOT TO BE ON THE ....OUTSIDE!

MS. TREBER JANAE' PRIVATERA
THE TRANQUIL TOUCH

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Comment by SteFanie on April 14, 2009 at 6:15pm
could be a sign, ya never know! i still hear songs (different band and concert) that still make me think of my ex because we experience them together as you said. then again i don't have feelings for him so it's a different feeling now when i hear them but i can still appreciate the fun we had. so anyway enough rambling...good luck with your love life <3

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