Same Old Stuff

I’m kinda sad lately, life’s not the way I want it to be and I have no clue of how to turn it better. But that’s not the problem, bad periods come and go in everyone’s life, I guess. What really saddens me now it that the only place that could make me happy has almost gone. I feel so stupid when I say this, but I’m not fond of this new staind.com site. I miss the old board, I miss my people, I miss being there 24/7 waiting for something stupidly funny to happen and make me smile. I feel so out of place here, I know most of my friends are here too, but I cannot really find their posts around the mess of all this new people. And it’s not like I don’t want to make new friends, it’s just that I’m lost without my “old” ones. I have the feeling like I’m loosing touch with some of the best people life has gifted me to meet, and my stupid internet connection doesn’t help in being on msn as much as I’d want to. That’s it. I think I said it all, I feel so stupid now but I needed it say it loud. Sorry to everyone that wasted their time reading this, but thanks!

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Comment by LEFTYJLAJ on July 9, 2009 at 4:20am: sorry i didnt see this til now.im so sorry you feel like youre losing touch with everyone. i can HONESTLY say that there isnt a day that goes by where i dont think about you. i wish i could talk to you everyday on msn when im home. and could text you when im not home. or even better have you live next door so i could see you everyday. everyone knows im not a fan of this site either. its cool and ive met some cool people. but it doesnt have the humor the last one had. i blame H. im only half a man without him. haha. but hold your head up babe. look forward to talking to you on msn next week!!

Comment by Cyndi on July 7, 2009 at 3:51pm: I miss you Milla :( I can understand how you feel. I'm not on any of the boards much anymore. It makes you feel like you're losing touch sometimes, but remember we're always here for you.

Comment by Cindy on July 6, 2009 at 3:15am: Hey Milla.. sorry I haven't been around much lately. I understand how you feel 100%. Nothing feels the same anymore. And I so miss talking to you on here, on the old boards and the messenger. Try to cheer up. As Kathy said, life changes and sometimes change makes us sad. Life is truly only what we make it. I miss you girl! I wish I could give you a big hug. Hopefully someday soon! ( me and tony carry you around everyday in our hearts.. never forget that)

Comment by Milla on July 4, 2009 at 8:32am: Thank you all guys, I really needed to hear your (virtual) voice! :D

And dont get me wrong, I've said I'd love to meet new friends but it's just I'll need some more time to get used to this whole new place (yeah, one year is not enough for me, I'm slow!).

Comment by kathy on July 3, 2009 at 5:39am: Hello Milla!! I am still having a difficult time with the New Board, I still go to the Old Board, but no one is there now. I understand your feelings. But we are all here on this board. Life has a way of messing up from time to time, god do I understand that one. But we are here for you always. We are all just a click away! Love ya

Comment by spidermonkey on July 3, 2009 at 12:37am: damn! would love to help, but i guess i'm part of the problem...;) lol
i hope things look up for you soon.

Comment by Steve on July 2, 2009 at 8:41pm: "I cannot really find their posts around the mess of all this new people"

the sounds very unwelcoming Milla =S

Comment by T on July 2, 2009 at 6:01pm: awwwwww....Milla.....((((milla))))....lets start there...I know things kinda suck right now, but dont think that any of us have forgotton you....we all miss you....and wish you was right here with us....I keep going to the old boards hoping to find sum new posts too....but it aint there...this is the future...i hate change....but sumtimes we have to roll with it and learn new shit....but dont you think for a minute that we will ever let you slip outta our lives.....that wont happen.....ever....
i have a surprise for you.....i cant tell you what it is but i think you will like it....now cheer up and get back online so we can harrass you again.....you know we love and miss you and cant wait to see you again......(((hugs))) from the other side of the world.....Tony...