I sit here alone
watching my memories of you
tears pour down my face
as my heart breaks
I only want to be by your side
coz you are my angel
my purpose my world
my heart
you have been stolen away from my eyes
and iam left searching for you
with only hope in my heart

Sebastian know matter where you are
my love for you is forever and a day

know matter what paths i must cross
my love is forever and a day

i love you my son
your my world your my joy
your my pride my promise my mountain of strength
yet you are so far away...

if ive cried for you god i must ive cried one thousand rivers
if ive thought of my pain ive died in all my dreams
coz son i cant cope with you not being here with me
i miss you dont wanna go another day without you
coz my love for you is forever and a day

i wish i could hear your crying
wish i could hear your laugh
wish once again
i could look into your eyes and
know that your proud to be mine
sebastian my angel sebastian my son
you will always be daddys number one
my love for you is unbreakable
no matter what they say
and how i just wish i could hold you
be there when you wake in the night
protect you from his beer breath
his fits his hands his mind
iam sorry you got left behind
the guilt consumes me from the inside
its not your fault my heart got broken
no matter what they may tell you
your daddy has become an angry man
seething in revenge tourment and pain
but you are still his number one
and my love for you is forever and a day